WHEN TIME ISN'T MONEY
WE HAD A GOOD TIME
DEATH TRAP
18 AGAIN
HERE
SOUND BEACH
SNOW AND STARS
SWORD OF ORION
VERDANT FIELD
TONY'S LEAVING FRIENDLY'S
THEY THINK I'M ON DRUGS
THE GOSPEL OF ST HUCK
ANXIETY SOCIETY
COMMISSARY

WHEN TIME ISN'T MONEY

I'll spend more time with you honey
I'll climb a tree when I'm free
I will never lie again
I'll be more kind, I guess....when time isn't money

There will be no more war, I'm sure
There won't be so many damn stores
Maybe I'll beget another kid
Maybe I'd get around to reading The Aeneid...when time isn't money

chorus

    when time isn't money time will be spent
    discovering love's secrets, exploring it's depths
    recovering the meaning of eternal wealth
    that was ours before the fall

Everything will be real nice
I wouldn't have to ask the price
I shall never be enticed
Guess we would have needed a Christ....if time wasn't money

I suppose you'd return my calls
I suppose we'd be close and all
I 'm not looking for a state of bliss
Just as long as it isn't like this....when time isn't money

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WE HAD A GOOD TIME

We were mere specs of dust
With microscopic skeletons and microscopic ears
And little dewdrop eyes to help us sense and understand
With our squishy floating brains what it is to be a human

And the bombs were all kabooming, the bullets blazing wildly
Bodies were babooming, that's to say it mildly
Tossed in a sea of sorrow, twisted to and fro
Just what would happen next, well, it seemed we never knew

I love you darling dear, I love you darling mine
I'll love you through all the pains of passing time
And I hope we never fight, hope we just make these stupid faces
Because it is such a big distraction when you're surrounded by such dangers

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DEATH TRAP

heart attack Cadillac, don't light that cigarette in back
this car isn't worth two craps since they stole my spare and jack
window handles are the pliers, make sure you don't break those wires
got to go this slow, or i'll blow out the tires you know

    hey, screw you, sometimes you have to do the things you don't want to
    yeah, but still, I wouldn't want to be you, driving my banker's BMW

chorus

    death trap, suicide trip
    all for some soup and a bag of chips
    another month, another year
    another mile full of fear

might find the trip a bit sedating, that's because you're asphyxiating
no, this car isn't good for dating, or even casual relating
hold your dog when I go past, he's going to catch me if he's some kind of fast
I don't know how long it will last, that's why I only get three dollars of gas

    hey, buddy, give me a break, you don't understand how much nerve this takes
    yeah, but still, I wouldn't want to be you, driving your grandma's Subaru

chorus

here's the point I want to make, why don't you give me a fair shake
it's not about what you see, as much as what I want to be
a little here, a little there, sacrifice the new underwear
so please try not to stare, I think this car will get me there

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18 AGAIN

wake up my little boy
come hear the 3:30 moon
playing solo over strains of stars and angels

    i'm 18 again and again
    time after time impressed with
    the blessing of limitation

come out my little boy
look up through the pines with me
tell me why Rimbaud did not believe this great father loves him

    i'm 18 again and again
    time after time arrested by
    the loving hands of mortality

wake up my little boy
friend, come sit with me
in the place where all my friends used to be

    i'm 18 again and again
    time after time astonished by
    all our dissatisfaction

come out my little boy
come and drink with me
a cloudful of distilled moonbeams left behind by someone with somewhere better to be

    i'm 18 again and again
    time after time i'm pleased to be
    what they don't want to be
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HERE

34 yesterday, got a baby, house, and wife
i'm a greasy working slob, off the book no benefit job
got a lease on a '96 Volvo, no leather no turbo
never had a career, one reason why i'm here

chorus

    contentment, no resentment
    food, clothing, a place to sleep
    sweet and simple, simple and sweet
    i'm where you want to be
    i'm here, you ought to be

cocaine gone from my blood, healthy and sane, what more could I want?
music rolling through my soul, cutting through me like a ship hull
the sea is me, the ship is love, me below and it above
rage o sea, rant of fear, but i'm going to end up here

chorus

i'm where you want to be, doesn't matter if you believe me
I know where i've been, I know just what i've seen
seen guys like you crippled and killed by their wisdom and their will's
i've seen the angel of god appear, raise me up and carry me here

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SOUND BEACH

Kelly, I remember you, on a soft moonwatery night
your overtanned skin was whispering under the street light
your eyes inviting me like the secrecy of the darkened dead end beach street
past the broken glass, over the barbed wire fence, under the watchman's eyes

    where the ocean twists and tumbles
    over moss covered jetty rocks
    and vacant seashells chime
    in a rhythmless rhyme

as the rumble of moonridden waves crash then coolly caress the pebbled bed
of escaped lovers like us that would rather be there instead
to find the breath of truth in the shimmering of their quickening notes
of their theatreless songs, and their fearless aloneness beyond the speakers of the trucks

    Kelly, I remember your eyes
    as the schoolboys backed that truck away
    back into that stupid drunken town
    screaming for a fight
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SNOW AND STARS

snow and stars, that's what I want to be when I grow up
I don't want to go to mars, I don't want to be the president
I don't want to drive a racing car, I don't want to be a superstar

snow and stars, don't see any sense in being something else
want to be a light and inspiration to others
when things are dark and cold i want to be a comforter of souls
want to fall on your face at night, when you're drunk and stumbling, and out of your mind

snow and stars, I was thinking I might be
as free to bless as thee, able to see humanity's needs
I was hoping I might be everything you've been to me

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THEY THINK I'M ON DRUGS

they think i'm on drugs, they think i'm a punk
they look in my eyes and they surmise
that all these years i've been telling them lies
about the brutal course of my life

they think too much about my money
they look at my tired and empty hands
and somehow see the ruined plans
of a thieving and unworthy man

they think i'm on drugs

chorus

    I wonder if they ever think about the time I spent
    huddled in a mudhole with the dead
    with the angel of death howling over my head

they look at my wrinkling face and graying hair
and think that there's no place for me here
they look at all my years of service and think it hasn't gotten them anywhere
they look at my tears and think that it's beer

they look at this man and they don't understand
i've always given all that I possibly can
before the eyes of god i've worked this hard
and never given a damn about what they saw or thought

they think i'm on drugs

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VERDANT FIELD

i'm a grasshopper baby, stuck in hell
floundering at the bottom of a urinal
somewhere up above this porcelain rim
somewhere out beyond this mausoleum
there's a verdant field whose taste remains
a stalwart through this yellow rain
I see the green grass rippling high
when a breeze reprieves my stinging eyes
across the road where the buffalo roam
I curse the day I left my home

i'm a buffalo bogged down in the bronx
a legend where I don't belong
i'm the king of the prairie wrapped in barbed wire
reduced to simply being tired
there's a verdant field whose memory remains
within despite the squeezing constraints
I see the distant mountains in my mind's eye
when I listen to the highway tires
way down the road, I used to roam
I curse the day that I was born

i'm a cassette tape fluttering in the rush
hung up in the clutch of a dead thorn bush
alongside a ceaseless traffic tide
on an endless, shameless pike
there's a verdant field where these songs were wrote
i can feel the sun and hear the notes
if i could be released from these thorns
by the wind back there to be borne
I could be the thing that I desire
a buffalo free out in the wide

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TONY'S LEAVING FRIENDLY'S

Tony's leaving friendly's after twenty years of service
he's looking pretty tired, he's feeling kind of nervous
Tony's leaving Jersey, going over the Appalachian mountains
across the Mississippi river, beyond the Oklahoma plains

chorus

    Tony's leaving friendly's, his legacy behind
    such a lovely grilled cheese, such a pleasant guy
    Tony's leaving friendly's, fried clams and onion rings
    Louis is alright, but he's nothing like the king

Tony's leaving friendly's for the valley of the sun
we wish you all the best, Tony, you're A#1
Tony's sights are set on something over there
it's a look we always took for a dark and empty stare

chorus

Tony's leaving friendly's with a pension and a plan
to sell fantastic images made of multi-colored sand
and to trace the Anasazi through the canyons and the caves
to keep his mind preoccupied on his journey to the grave

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SWORD OF ORION

there were times that I was sure that the end had come
there were times I could not ignore all the things i'd done
i'd close my eyes and bow my head, wait in dread for the axe to fall
feel a pall falling around my soul, dark and cold, pressing me into a hole

    and down i'd fly to escape the tide
    hoping to find a place to hide
    but never would he be denied
    i'd see the flash and feel the fire of the sword of Orion

there are times that i'm afraid of the course i've chose, and the plans i've laid
there are times, but not for me, the fear is for my family
I'd close my eyes and bow my head, wish instead that I was dead
to free them from such obsequience, and i'd be free to be ruined myself

    down I'd slide into malaise
    and there forever would I spend my days
    if it wasn't for the brilliant rage
    I'd see the flash and feel the blaze of the sword of Orion
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GOSPEL OF ST HUCK

Jesus is coming in on the 11:07
Coming down with some friends from the grand central heaven
He's got a score to settle, there's going to be a hullabaloo
With the snake eyed devil and his retinue
He's been away a while, think he's learned a thing or two
The devil's just been smoking and drinking all his wicked brews
Got to meet him at the station, got a job to do
If you have the inclination, sure could use a man like you

chorus

    I've seen enough at this ripe young age
    To know that everything has to change
    From bottom to top, both inside and out
    Should start with those cops no doubt

Say goodbye to your stocks, say goodbye to your bonds
Jesus is coming in like gehngis kahn
Bar all the doors down on old wall street
Jesus is coming with some serious heat
Swooping and howling like a savage marauder
His sword all whet for the slaughter
All you robber, thou shalt be robbed
And throttled by the hand of god

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ANXIETY SOCIETY

three hundred and sixty seven minus 3 thousand and 3
equals negative two thousand 6 hundred and something
calculate six months at a 6.9 interest rate
the savings are greater than the expenditure great

    if we sit and wait for the Columbus day sale
    we may not come across this kind of deal
    besides think about how between now and then
    we may choke on a chicken bone and both be dead

we have to think it out, yes but before we walk out
because i'm not driving again to this here town
I got things to do and places to be
got to mow the grass by a quarter to three

    got clothes to wash and shopping to do
    got to feed the damn cat and cook the stew
    sometime before nine I got to beat the mats
    and before i'm asleep I got to play my strat

and when I wake up I don't want to be thinking about
this and that and who and how
got to keep my mind clear so I can think about
the ruble plunge and the anthrax clouds

    the mudslides and river rise in Guatemala
    and who the hell's running what in Nicaragua
    what insecticides are coursing through my veins
    and the Basque rebellion in the mountains of Spain

no, i'm not uptight, it's just everyone else
this whole stinking place is going to hell
i'd be just fine if all my time was mine
and the guys that own everything weren't such swine

    and the whore of Babylon weren't enticing me
    as a seven headed beast rises out of the sea
    so we got to do it now before the damn Chinese
    come riding in on those killer bees
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COMMISSARY

Mary's fine, I saw her just the other day
She came by to say Hi, and a quick sheppard's pie
She seemed quite sincere, with assuring smiles
The love that you shared was imparted in time

It was a time to heal, it was a time to think
It was a time to reveal, it was a time to blink
When you look truth in the eyes as best as you can
And you let it inside past the tensioned defense

chorus

    But you heal when you come to believe
    There's no one to blame because no one can see
    The blind teach the blind, take the paths that they know
    Have to learn not to fall where you choose to go

Your boy's running wild on his two year old legs
His temperament's mild, and he really likes birthday cake
Seems to me to not be doing too bad
But god only knows how he's missing his dad

Yes, god only knows, you don't have a clue
About the things in the heart of a child of two
Though you toss in turn in all your dreams of pain
When you wake you won't be the same

chorus

Joe, I've been thinking about those sweet teenaged years
When commraderie flowed like blackberry cheer
As warm as the hoods of our bourboned beached cars
As our cigarettes glowed amidst the silk summer stars

With our girls at our sides, holding a hand
Telling the world that you were her man
It was all that simple, it was all that clear
But how the hell did we all get so full of fear

chorus

Put this song in your commissary and take it out when
The doors slide locked and the lights are dimmed
When the creditors come dressed in anger and grief
You'll have something to pay with, because you'll know what to believe

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